6:30 AM as the Mania settles in

Mania has it's perks. I feel more energized, happy, exuberant,confident, I keep the house sparkling clean, & i radiate happiness to those around me! But it has it's evil side... The side where I can't fall asleep until 130am & I'm awake again by 530am when Tristan gets up thinking about how I want to color my hair ombre. It will catch up to me within a weeks time & escalate into mania with a big side of irritability, which often leads to me being unbreakable & so stern just my tone of voice makes you feel like I'm seconds away from whooping your ass-which I am at those times. I will be taking a nap soon cuz I'm SOOO tired... That is if my mania will allow me to do so. It has it's ways of keeping my ass up even when I'm SUPER tired. I absolutely LOVE the hypomanic state I'm in, I just don't want it to turn into full blow mania cuz it's not good when you feel like the hulk & wanna hulk smash everything in your path.
 

Yay! I'm a pretty frickin awesome person. & at times like these I feel amazingly in control of life. I also feel like I'm floating on a happy cloud that no one can take down, but if you try & fuck it up, I have the power to fuck you up! Feeling invincible is incredible :) Yay me!
 

Now only if I had someone to eat breakfast with at 630 in the morning... It would be the perfect day. So on the shortfalls of the day, it will be a good day. Not completely perfect, but a good day.